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Not an Innocent

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I was a monster. 
I killed a man. 
Obliterated his body. 
And it seemed as if I'd almost destroyed another man's mind. 
I had no control at all.
         I was dangerous, to everyone around me. Including those I loved. I could kill them. I felt a hand lightly touch my shoulder. I pulled away.
        "No! Don't touch me, I don't  want to hurt you!" I looked up to see my dad's eyes, both terrified and shocked, it was only then that I noticed that  my siblings had burns on them, and some were from ice, not quite frost bite, more like frost burns.
I never realized what would happen when fear came into the picture. 
I never knew fear's power.

...

Dustine Batair, a powerful controller, believes herself a monster, her powers went dormant when she was young, only to be awakened a couple years later, by fear, in circumstances that left her having screams echoing through her head. As she grew into a teenager, she became hunted by those who sought to put her in captivity. To survive, she must accept herself, and stop being afraid of her own abilities. Will she be able to forget what she caused, or will what has haunted her for her entire childhood destroy her in the end?


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