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The Stream of Conscious

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Reads 422
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Parts 10
Time 1h 4m

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A certain shade of yellow causes Youman, a depressed and introverted eighteen year-old boy from England, to hallucinate. Youman's "trips" are chronicled with terrifying detail and deep implications, each vision taking him deeper into the depths of his own mind as he learns more about himself and the people around him.All Rights Reserved

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Good Girl

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