Since SOMEONE found the first version of this, I had to delete it but this time I'm not gonna delete it. When I write things down on paper, my thoughts get stuck and I can't truly write out how I feel.
A certain person showed me to write my pain into poems instead of just writing crap down. I still do that but some I make into poems. I just keep them hidden in whatever I write them in, but I decided I should put them here. They probably aren't good but I try.