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This Is Fine-

ThomasTomSkraaa

Leituras 39
Votos 4
Capítulos 2
Tempo 5m

Leituras 39
Votos 4
Capítulos 2
Tempo 5m

ThomasTomSkraaa

anxiety edgy sadboi

'It's fine, this is fine, I'll be fine, everything will be Fine' 
The boy mumble as he itched slightly at his collarbone as a nervous fidget. He'll be fine right? Nothing to bad could happen right?


Warning this story will contain:
Angst
Edginess 





Small side note: this book is mostly a vent book, so some stuff might tie in together, some stuff might not. It's really just my way of venting without putting it onto someone, and before one of my friend's -cough you know you are cough- attacks me. Know it's just easier this wayTodos os Direitos Reservados

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rachel, de RMOSHER

I stare at Matt's face as he looks down, concentrating on the game. I can tell he's so angry. He's holding it in his jaw, he's clenching his teeth. He's up in his head and I don't know what's going on up there but I just know it's not good. Even if I get him back out now, I know that he's going to overthink everything later tonight. "Matty, it's ok." I whisper. He immediately looks up and finds my eyes. His blue eyes are bluer than normal. Impossibly blue. Not even a gray blue. But a pure, brilliant blue. "It's not ok, Rach. I fucking hate him." His swear catches me off guard a bit. But my eye contact doesn't waver. "Thank you." "You're welcome." My favorite color immediately changes to blue. --------------- Two childhood friends have spent a lifetime battling demons. Will life ever give them a break? Can Matty and Rachel find an ending that is even remotely happy? --------------- DISCLAIMER: This book contains: Adult language: LOTS of Profanity Mental Health topics (anxiety and depression, PTSD) Adult situations: sex, drugs, alcohol, sexual assault Please be aware that: THIS BOOK COULD BE TRIGGERING. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. *First Draft*

Untamed Hearts, de 557damon

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The Silent Host (boyxboy OHSHC), de LazyyOtaku

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Say Something 【boyxboy】√Completed cover

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[Excerpt] Accidentally Perfect cover

Broken Soul

"Stop pretending. Boyfriend, right? With whom you'll be hanging out once Eth and your Dad are gone." I stared at him in disbelief. "What more things are you gonna do? I would love to know more." "Dante please, leave." I tried to push him away but instead he held my hands and pinned them behind me pulling me closer to him, our chest crashed with each other. His one hand came up to my lips, I gulped hard he looked really angry. His eyes landed on my lips tracing his thumb over my bottom lip he asked "Did he kiss you?" I remained quiet. Taking his gaze off my lips he looked me in the eye and asked again "Did he kiss you?" "Why do you care?" I asked back. ************************************** Dante Armel, a billionaire to whom success is everything and the word love, it doesn't have any meaning in his life. He does care about people, his people whom he loves the most and can go any extent to protect them. Emily Hart, an innocent girl with a horrible past, adopted at the age of 15 after her parents death in an accident. Can't say what relationship they shared in the past but one misunderstanding leads Dante to hate Emily but still he can't stop caring about her, being a jealous ass on seeing her with some other guy. But there is something about Emily no one knows, not even Dante. Let's see what this love-hate relationship leads to in the end....