I need help(FICTION)
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Last published Thu, Apr 25, 2019
January 5 2019 5:30pm
Ever since 2017, my life has been a ginormous mess, at one point I started cutting my wrists, nobody knows. I also got super depressed and that's why I started cutting. My mom and her boyfriend used to fight all the time and that's why I started cutting, i was always being brought in the middle of it and I was getting tired of it. At one point I was thinking about suicide and how happy everyone would be if I was dead, which I know they would be happy I'm just in the way of everyone. I've been planning on running away for awhile now and I'm going to tonight, I can't do this anymore if I stay here I will kill myself.
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