harem x suicidal shy male reader

Your name is ryo and your 16 you were always bulled in school so you thought you deserved it then you moved to another country and when you and your dad was living the airport you fell asleep and when you woke up you were in the hospital and the doc said that you were in a car crash after that your mother picked you up and ever sense then she has abused you and said it was your fault your father died and that it should have been you.

P.s. you just don't care anymore.