Please Let Me Die...
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Last published Tue, Jun 21, 2022
Rin is depressed after his friends discover his heritage. They shun him, call him names when they think he can't hear, and bully him. They make him wish that he could die. He returns to cutting, which he had quit doing when he arrived at the academy.
WARNING
This fanfic contains
-Depression
-Self-harm
-Cutting
-Bully
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