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I never really wanted this. I just wanted people to like me for me. I didn't want to be liked on the outside, I wanted to be liked on the inside. People didn't realise that. And it sucks. Society doesn't know how hard it is, they don't know what young girls put themselves through to try and look wanted, to try and look...'perfect'.
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