Don't leave -Harry Styles fanfic

I sat there in wonder looking around like I had so many times before. But this time was different but I didn't know why. I had spent so much time in this room but at this moment in time I knew nothing but which the darkness that had surrounded. I thought that maybe visiting here would help maybe take the pain away but it didn't.

It didn't numb the pain ever dull it, I didn't know it won't or even expected that it so would but I had hoped it would. I wanted nothing more than the pain to leave. I couldn't understand where it was coming or why I couldn't numb it me I had so many times before. But then I found a light and that light was you. And for once I didn't want you to leave.

He said this wouldn't happen again. I thought he meant it this time. I can't help but think it's my fault but I know it isn't. I scream because its to hard my words can only form two words two breathless words,"He's gone..."