hide it || ateez

SEMI-HIATUS

»I loved you since
I first saw you.
I protected you
at all costs.
I was happy
when I held you.
We were always together.

But then he came.
You immediately seemed,
like you're drawn to him.
He became your best friend.
And every time I saw you,
my heart hurt.
But being with you,
as if nothing changed,
hurt way more.

So I distanced myself.
Leaving you slowly,
but still watching for you from afar.
Trying to be there for you,
Without hurting me too much.
But what did you do,
all this time we spent?

I'd hide it, and you wouldn't care.«

- dies ist eine fiktive geschichte. auch wenn ich mich ein wenig an der realität orientiere, habe ich mir das meiste nur ausgedacht -

started when i was 14 lol

-› bxb
-› multiple ships
-› little smut
-› much fluff
-› a bit kinky at times

-› start: 12.05.2019

-› ende: /