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Eternity // RusAme (Countryhumans) (PAUSED)

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Parts 9
Time 51m

"If you kill me, I'd still love you..."

 Let me just say... This isn't you're typical RusAme FanFiction. At least, I haven't read anything else like the plot I planned out for this book. (And I read a lot of fanfiction)... This isn't you're typical, "i dont love him" Denial, "Self harm because He doesnt love me" Plot or "I get bullied and my parents abuse me" Book... I took my own experiences from life and my own feelings into this book since I'm dealing with some shit. I guess you can say this book is my mind. But anyway, here's a story about RusAme. If you don't like the ship thats okay, there are a bunch of other ships I go into detail on them. But also, there are a lot of sensitive topics, I do kill off characters and gore. Lots. Of. Gore. Any NSFW won't be detailed nor will there be a lot of it. Just a little bit here and there, but mostly Fluff at the romantic parts. There will be really long chapters, about 1,000 - 3,000 words per chapter on a good day.
I will post as much as possible.
Cover art by Me~

!!!WARNINGS!!!
Mental Disorders
Suicidal Thoughts and Actions
Minor NSFW
Abuse
Bullying/Cyber-bullying
Cheating
Swearing (English + Russian)
Horrible Russian Skills
Terrifyingly long chapters :)All Rights Reserved

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sooo um... RusAme? - Fighting by Incognito7671

Description of story is at the bottom along with warnings. Okay so I was looking through my old stories that I wrote during school in 7th grade, and I came across this little RusAme excerpt... I want to kill myself after reading it but I think I'll clean it up because HO-LY sHiT- to whom it may concern: alright. so i know that these stories are old, but i've been reading some of them and i was disappointed that the ones i loved were either discontinued or gone for some other reason. so i decided that i am going to put all of my favorite aspects of this ship and make my own story. I AM NOT DEAD. I AM ACTIVE AS OF TODAY. DATE STARTED: May 16, 2022 DAY FINISHED: I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON THIS STORY. I AM STILL ACTIVE AND WRITING. America was a senior in high school, his long term rival being Russia. They never got along, but they wouldn't go and pick fights with each other just for the fun of it. In fact, America tried at all costs to avoid getting beaten up. He got enough of that from his father. That is until one day when his little brother, Australia, came to him for help with a bully. As it turns out, this bully was a little more dangerous than America came to think. He falls into a problem he doesn't think he can escape and with no one to tell or turn to, he doesn't think he ever will. When his parents don't come home and his situation goes from bad to worse, America may have to turn to the one he's sure he hates. Will he find the courage to ask for help, or will he decide life's not worth it and let go? =================================== |-!WARNING!-| =================================== This book contains the following: Self harm Suicidal thoughts Suicide attempts Death Rape Anymore triggers I think of will be added later.

Shattering Constellations | Countryhumans | COMPLETE! by Blisopoppy

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Aftermath Plans || Amerus / Rusame by nobodiesafterdeath

"So what now, our alliance is over?" Russia licked his lips, his eyes were staring at just one point of the wooden desk. He could feel the other man's looks directed to his back, even though he didnt have any irises. Russia knew from experience at this point, how it felt to be watched. "You didn't help with any shit anyway." Russia said in a cold tone, his fingers reaching to grab the cold metallic pen laying close to tidied up documents. He heard America's breathy, hateful chuckle. "Then why-" "But no, it's not." Now he knew he got the other man's attention. He turned his head towards the black eyed man, who had stopped talking to listen to him now. "In fact." He continued. "-it just solidifies now." America hummed, sitting on the table. "Care to explain?" Russia stared at his starless nights with no emotion but plain hatred. "I want my father dead." He saw how wicked America's eyes shined with the declaration, but didn't comment on it. "And it will be quite hard without your help." /// 20.02.20 Slowburn Amerus/Rusame and even slowburner writer but i think i will finish this lmao THE STORY IS NOT EXACTLY HISTORICALLY ACCURATE. I tend to follow the key parts selected from Cold War but there are (mostly) things that made up or amplified to fit better in the story, so keep in mind! dedicated to @YoungerJustice who also drew the cover [ PLEASE READ ] I have Rusame in the title because thats the second ship name. If Russia not being the top is something that puts you off then i am sorry but this is not the book for you. This book will include heavy themes, i did not put +18 for nothing. If you hate it, don't waste your time leaving a hate comment. Just don't read it. I normally wouldn't even put this warning but better be safe than sorry! #1 amerus 23.10.21 #1 americaxrussia 23.10.21 #1 cold war 24.02.23 #1 countryhumansau 13.10.24 Thank you so much.

Pessimistic Coodies (RusAme) by Toddels

The tall tale of the later hardships faced by "the gifted child". As Russia ages, he finds his life dulling because he has nothing to live for. He had already succeeded in so much that his life loses purpose. One fateful day he unexpectedly befriends America who understands exactly how he is feeling. He persuades Russia to partake in deadly events with him to help him feel excitement again. Intelligently gifted depressed psychopaths should never become addicted to danger... or become besties. 🦠🦠🦠 America glances back over to me with a menacing grin plastered onto his face. He laughs and its echo haunts my ears. "I don't think I'm insane; surely my entire situation is understandable. If it weren't, I would've been put into that asylum when I was younger." I stare into his doe mismatched colored eyes. What the hell did I get myself into? "America, you are insane." I repeat. I was truly at a loss for words and had conflicting emotions. Crossing the street blindfolded was the last thing I had expected him to try. And yet, I was even more disturbed at how much I wanted to try it for myself... "And so are you, Russia." he says chillingly as if he had a key to my gated mind. "We are not so different and you know it. You are not normal; you revealed that to me in your past. Our horrible childhoods molded us into what we are today. " "I'm not fucking crazy." I tell him, "I find hobbies to feel alive- not to try to kill myself!" 🦠🦠🦠 **Not the story you will be expecting** ⚠️ Warning: This is a fictional novel, so please don't attempt or copy anything life threatening that these characters do, thanks TuT 💗 All art is mine :) 🫧 - Yes, there are many allusions to famous works of literature because I am an obsessed fanatic for them!! Also I included a shit ton of symbolism and foreshadowing. So be on the look out for everything! ✨ ;)

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