Eternity // RusAme (Countryhumans) (PAUSED)

"If you kill me, I'd still love you..."

Let me just say... This isn't you're typical RusAme FanFiction. At least, I haven't read anything else like the plot I planned out for this book. (And I read a lot of fanfiction)... This isn't you're typical, "i dont love him" Denial, "Self harm because He doesnt love me" Plot or "I get bullied and my parents abuse me" Book... I took my own experiences from life and my own feelings into this book since I'm dealing with some shit. I guess you can say this book is my mind. But anyway, here's a story about RusAme. If you don't like the ship thats okay, there are a bunch of other ships I go into detail on them. But also, there are a lot of sensitive topics, I do kill off characters and gore. Lots. Of. Gore. Any NSFW won't be detailed nor will there be a lot of it. Just a little bit here and there, but mostly Fluff at the romantic parts. There will be really long chapters, about 1,000 - 3,000 words per chapter on a good day.
I will post as much as possible.
Cover art by Me~

!!!WARNINGS!!!
Mental Disorders
Suicidal Thoughts and Actions
Minor NSFW
Abuse
Bullying/Cyber-bullying
Cheating
Swearing (English + Russian)
Horrible Russian Skills
Terrifyingly long chapters :)