why so much pain?

I wrote this poem to express how I feel about somethings that I'm going through in life. Its basically about how I felt like and my life experiences. I had self-centered question about things that are really happening around in my life. I mean, I'm just 17 years old and already I feel like I've been through a lot and makes me wonder what more pain can I gain. I wrote this poem because I thought that there could be someone who's in such feeling as me and I hope they ask themselves why are they going through such...