(This story is strictly a self-reflection piece on myself and my writing style. please forgive any grammatical/ plot/ story flow errors. Trigger warnings include: violence/ physical torture Mental/emotional torture dis-trust Not described, but implied adult activity. Please read with caution and an open mind. If you are below 16 years of age or have a problem with the themes listed above, please do not continue to read.) (This story takes place before and after Pidges gender reveal) Pidge has been having more and more trouble keeping her true identity a secret, especially from her crush, Keith. She wants to tell him, but the fear of being sent away like back at the Garrison invades her thoughts every time. But then a routine supply run on a gallra ship takes a dangerous turn, and Pidge and her identity are in danger.