Is it Obsession or Love?

My first real love was in 6th grade, or should i say obsession. Everyday i would constintly stare at him.

Now that i think about it, I actually feel bad for him. Having someone druel over you while staring at them the whole day while class is going on, is really uncomfortable.

But, when your in a young age like 11, you don't really think to much. At the end, he broke my heart, it really wasn't surprising but it did hurt.

After all the crying and girly movies, I started to think, love sucks. It only causes you pain, waiting for him to break up with you or cheat on you isnt love because its all a game for the guys. But us girls who are more mature and think higher than guys, we do fall for them, and hard.

So, I decided to never fall for a guy again, because they are all the same, jerks.