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A Love Close Near Death

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(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.)

Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition. 

He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay.

As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels.

What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed?

(PS) 
I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house &amp; stab you while you're sleeping.All Rights Reserved

bromance depression fanfiction harry horan liam louis malik niall onedirection payne romance selfharm styles suicide tomlinson triggering watty2015 zayn

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