The Arastu Diaries pt. 2
Attudagr8
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  • Reads 286
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  • Parts 81
  • Time 55m
Attudagr8
Complete, First published Apr 25, 2019
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I CHANGED MY MIND; DON'T READ THIS!!




Who would even want to read this anyway?
This is a legit ass diary of my life 
And I am not sure if I should publish this
Too personal. 

I just like the idea that people can read this but I don't want them to.
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