Insight to Veronica Neilson. This is not the life I thought I would have when I was seven years old, I thought that when I was finally eighteen and a 'big kid' as I used to like to say, I would be on top of the world! Not sitting on the floor staring at a white wall whilst chugging down some vodka mixed in with orange juice. Just sitting and contemplating my life and what it's actually come to, realising that I have fücked up big time by letting people in and getting to know the 'real' Veronica Neilson. By letting them see just what kind of person I am, because I am more than just a 'School Slut'... I'm a fücking monster. And there is nothing that can change that.