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[ written during a manic period XD ]

He fell  in love with his 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒂, and then he was left alone with the ghost of it while the bipolar boy was already onto his next victim. 


𝑨𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝑫𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉, a fresh school dropout at the age of 17, has his whole life ahead of him. But most likely than not, part of that life will be taken away from him by his mental illness which makes life twice as hard. And the other part of his life, well... that one will probably be wasted completely if he doesn't get the help he needs to prevent a possible suicide.



𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒔: two gay main characters, lgbt, variety of mental disorders; borderline personality disorder (BPD ), bipolar disorder ( BD1 ) and obsessive compulsive disorder ( OCD )All Rights Reserved

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Killing Samuel and Moving On by cosmic_lattes

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The Brightest Star

Everyone was charmed by Leo's bright smile but behind it all, he could barely keep it together inside. From taking care of his sick mother to suffering mental and physical abuse from his father to keeping up his perfect grades in school. King was the new kid who had just moved in with his uncle, a shut-in drug boss. He just wanted to finish school in peace. He did not want to make friends and deal with their drama or problems. But when he meets Leo everything changes, and Leo soon finds all his walls being torn down around King. But what happens when someone from Leo's dark past comes back to haunt him? How much more will Leo be able to take before falling off the deep end? And what will happen when King finds himself in the middle of a drug war? Will he be able to protect Leo and his family? Good things don't always happen to good people. Sometimes it's the ones who shine the brightest, who are suffering the most inside. ****** NSFW chapters are censored. Get the full uncensored version on my Patreon page! Link in my Linktree in my profile bio! You have been warned about the censoring, any hate speech in comments about it will result in blocking. Warning! This story contains drug use, physical and mental abuse, tragedy, blood, violence, death, sexual assault, bullying, sickness, and self-harm.