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I just want to be okay (Bakudeku) (Re-writing)

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Parts 8
Time 1h 32m

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What happens when Izuku's mom dies and he's left in the hand of Katsuki's mom is now his caretaker? 
Izuku was depressed and a self-harmer. He never told anyone and hide away his pain behind that bright smile. He didn't see why he was still alive. His mom died and his dad abused him and disappeared. His childhood friend and the one he loves hates him. He felt had no need to live. So, he planned on killing himself a week or two after his mom died. But little did he know that the world had a different plane for him. 
Katsuki was stuck with watching him for the weekend while his mom was away. What happens when a big storm hits and knocked out the power? Izuku has always been terrified of the dark and storms. He breaks down in front of Katsuki. What will he do? Will he go with his plane to kill himself? Or will Katsuki be able to keep him alive? Read to find out.

⚠️ Warning⚠️ 
-Matur contents
-violence
-kidnapping
-abuse
-self-harm
-depression
-suicide
-etc.

There is a lot of emotional topics and I recommend to get help if you are in any of these situations. None of the pictures are mine. Same with the characters. They book Idea is mine. Please give me feedback and comments on how I could make this better. Enjoy the book and leave a like if you want. Love y' all and Bye!All Rights Reserved

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