Scars that won't heal
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Deku is still bullied by Bakugo. He starts to feel suicidal. He starts cutting himself and asking himself "why am I like this. Why am I weak. Why is my life so unbearable that I have to die. No one will miss me."
slowly his emotions die away. Except for the depressing ones. And one more. Love. For Shouto Todoroki. But Dekus to dense to see the Todoroki likes him back. Can Todoroki save Deku from this depressing state before its to late?!
If you feel like anything that's in this book seek help IMMEDIATELY!! I've seen so many comments about readers self harm and it hurts to see you guys hurting. Please tell someone what's been going on so you can seek help. I know it's hard but trust me, it helps.
⚠️⚠️WARNING: self harm, suicide and depressed thoughts in this book. Don't read if triggered.
NO SMUT! I am mostly holy. Ok. Ok,
#1 in not real
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