Insouciant
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MatureOngoing20m
Last published Mon, Oct 19, 2020
-"Why me. There's billions of people out there who are smarter than me and prettier than me. Who aren't messed up and broken. Who are normal."
-"Why would I want normal if I'm not even normal"
Erin is twenty and just graduated from college and is trying to tackle the world and her insecurities at the same time. She doesn't look like other girls and is trying to find her identity in this twisted world.
Authors note: My goal is to make this story 30 chapters or less. I'm not good with short stories.
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