"I'm Fine"
AhAh85
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AhAh85
Ongoing, First published Apr 28, 2019
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This is a chapter-by-chapter read following the life of Maria, a college girl slowly healing from a trauma revealed and pieced together as the chapters go by. It follows her struggling with the anxiety, trust issues, and depression that have plagued her since it happened, all while beginning to embrace herself with the help of her boyfriend Cole and her vivid group of friends. 
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A fictional take on real events and people in my life. I guess this is my version of a diary, writing is theraputic and this helps me find connections and how this trauma impacts my day to day life in ways that I otherwise could not
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Never Alone

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Life is not easy, nor is it simple. There are always obstacles you need to get over and things preventing you from being happy. Charlotte is a 17 year old girl who understands that. She is struggling to get over the obstacles and doesn't know if she'll make it. ..... Warning: This story contains description of self-harm in almost every chapter. I didn't include a warning at the beginning of every chapter because this whole story is about mental health so anything may cause triggers. SIDE NOTE: This short story is currently undergoing MAJOR editing! The earlier chapters might not be consistent with the later chapters but the plot remains the same! The book will be all ready very soon! (Also I am very that my book description is not very good, I promise the story is much better than described)

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