Harry had an Athazagoraphobia, a phobia that he always hated, an uncontrollable fear to be forgetten, ignored or abandoned. He cannot control his feelings. He doesn't want Louis to forget him, he doesn't want his love to leave him, he doesn't want him to ignore him. All the panic attacks, shortness of breath, excessive sweating, slurred words or phrases, nausea, termors in the body are symptoms. Louis doesn't know, they're all worried about Harry, but Harry wouldn't tell. The only things that makes his HORRIBLE thoughts disappear is Louis. "Fake a smile, but break into pieces inside, enter your room and hide your feelings to him, but no talking, cry into your pillow until you fall a sleep, do anything to stop the pain, until he notices."
But If Your Love's My Remedy (Larry Stylinson) Ghost!Harry
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"I wish I could touch you..." Louis frowned looking at Harry's hand.
"Me too..." Harry smiled sadly looking at Louis straight in the eyes.
They stayed like that for a few seconds just looking at each other wanting, wishing they could kiss but knowing that wasn't possible. All Harry wanted was to touch Louis' lips with his own but he couldn't, they had only known each other for a few days and the want and need to have each other was already there. The need to touch burned through their souls setting them alight that only a single touch would be able to put it off but that would never happen and it hurt, it hurt Louis knowing that he was slowly falling in love with a boy he could never have.
Or the one where Harry and Louis are soulmates, even though Harry's dead.
Warning: Major Character death but HAPPY ENDING. Contains graphic violence, murder, and gay sex. If you don't like any of that then please refrain from reading and from leaving hateful comments. I warned you.