Athazagoraphobia (A Larry Stylinson Fanfiction)

Harry had an Athazagoraphobia, a phobia that he always hated, an uncontrollable fear to be forgetten, ignored or abandoned. He cannot control his feelings. He doesn't want Louis to forget him, he doesn't want his love to leave him, he doesn't want him to ignore him. All the panic attacks, shortness of breath, excessive sweating, slurred words or phrases, nausea, termors in the body are symptoms. Louis doesn't know, they're all worried about Harry, but Harry wouldn't tell. The only things that makes his HORRIBLE thoughts disappear is Louis. "Fake a smile, but break into pieces inside, enter your room and hide your feelings to him, but no talking, cry into your pillow until you fall a sleep, do anything to stop the pain, until he notices."