Deletion

Depression, Social Anxiety, Chronic Fatigue...These things do not combine well.
So she's a weirdo. So she's a tall lanky girl with some social problems. You don't know her. You don't see past her walls. You can't read her like a book.
But life is different for her. Meadow doesn't see life like you do. Meadow isn't an optimist. She's got all the things you don't want, and she's had them since she was born.
But recovery takes time and effort.
Effort that Meadow isn't sure she has.