I've treat it like it wasn't real
I've felt it like it wasn't going to happen.
I've decided it would just be a game
and yet in the end,
it mattered...still.
Deciding to be nice wasn't my best decision. If I had known what it would get me into, I would've never made that decision. I made decisions that I regret, and I took them as learning experiences. Those decisions will be the death of me.