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Dancing With The Demons

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Penelopy Shirley was "different " from everyone else, she was less social, and withdrawn , this wasn't because there was something different about her , to be honest she is as normal as you can get, but she was sad, not the kind of sad when you have a break up,like the the "lost bestfriend" kind of sad. Penelopy hates everything thing about herself , from the texture of her raven black hair, to the scars painted all over her body, she wasn't afraid of dying, she practically welcomed it, she just didn't have a reason to live, rather she was too scared to find one 

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Warning: this story contains suicidal and self harm themes 

This is my 3rd book, my 1st was highly praised but my second has yet to be recognized 

No this story is not based off of real life eventsAll Rights Reserved

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Mercy[BEING REWRITTEN]

In the process of being rewritten so sorry if there is some inconsistency in the quality Mercy Willows never knew what was coming. She never knew that her dad was suicidal her whole life. And most importantly, she didn't know her sister blamed her for it. But Mercy was too late. And the world came crashing down on her. For the past 2 years she put up with it, kept her mouth shut in front of everyone. Made sure she seemed like the quiet and shy kid. Made sure she was never the centre of attention. She let people bully and tease her relentlessly for her name and looks. She let everyone treat her as if she was nothing. She was all by herself and the one most important thing was that no one could be her friend except herself. Except everyone has a breaking point. So Mercy runs away. And little did she know the events to come.