There is a vast between the two of us. A large void filled with confusion, admiration, and ultimately hate. This slithering darkness crawls into every orifice of our interactions and poisons our minds, making us act irrational. Never mind I used to look up to him. I saw him as unattainable, a hero. And there. Right there. I almost had his hand in mine and then it wasn't. It repeats through my head constantly. /-/-/-/