Ian has never been a loud or bright kid, he awlays thought the worst of everything. He never say hope as a thing, just a fantsay to make people believe there was "hope". In his world everyting was the truth, meaning, everything was broken, even shattered.
He didn't unerstand emotions, he didn't understand life at all.
One day he got curious, what was it like to feel emotions, to kiss, to be touched in a sexual way by someone not himself, he didn't understand how to but he was going to. Ian did what he thought was most right in his broken world. He asked a guy from school to come over to his house on a friday night, and he did. When they we're in his room Ian pushed him up against thge wall, amd at that moment his Mother opened the door, just to ask if he need
ed anything.
He Mother hates gay and can't stand them at all, however, she has gotten her tubes tied and couldn't have any more children.
So she brought him somewhere that she thought would fix him, but somethimgs go beyond fixing point.
Was he one?
WARNING CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, EATING-DISORDER, ABUSE, BULLYING AND A RELATION BEWTEEN MANY MEN.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead.
I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and...
Present
This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else.
I'd hate him if I could.
I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could.
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