Ian has never been a loud or bright kid, he awlays thought the worst of everything. He never say hope as a thing, just a fantsay to make people believe there was "hope". In his world everyting was the truth, meaning, everything was broken, even shattered.
He didn't unerstand emotions, he didn't understand life at all.
One day he got curious, what was it like to feel emotions, to kiss, to be touched in a sexual way by someone not himself, he didn't understand how to but he was going to. Ian did what he thought was most right in his broken world. He asked a guy from school to come over to his house on a friday night, and he did. When they we're in his room Ian pushed him up against thge wall, amd at that moment his Mother opened the door, just to ask if he need
ed anything.
He Mother hates gay and can't stand them at all, however, she has gotten her tubes tied and couldn't have any more children.
So she brought him somewhere that she thought would fix him, but somethimgs go beyond fixing point.
Was he one?
WARNING CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM, DEPRESSION, EATING-DISORDER, ABUSE, BULLYING AND A RELATION BEWTEEN MANY MEN.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
I was used to the quiet. The isolated life I had made for myself felt safe away from the greed and carnage the world left behind.
The apocalypse wasn't supposed to happen, we all thought it was an earthquake - an event that wouldn't mean anything in a few days, let alone be remembered in the history books as the worst day in human history.
But now, we starved, killed and survived the horrors that walk the earth. What else could we do?
I was fine, safe, content in my cabin, but that was all before.
Before I met Damien.
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"What's wrong? Do you not see this?"
"They were scaring you, were they not?"
"Yes, but.."
"So I took care of them"
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#1 postapocalypse
THIS STORY IS UNEDITED! But will be edited/polished once it's completed :)
Side note: dialogue format improves at around chapter 15.
Content Warning⚠️ This is a mature mxm story. LGBTQ+ people engaging in romantic and sexual relationships will be present throughout this story. You have been warned.