For Maya life was evidently a death, defying roller coaster ride . Indeed life just punched her right in the stomach , she went through the worst things anyone could possibly imagine from toxic friends to failing at everything to mental health issues . LOVE to her was very contextual , she did not believe in it, neither did she care . Had she fallen in love ? Simply , NO . She was not planning on. But that did not stop her from doing so ..... eventually everyone feels the awkward sensation of butterflies in ones stomach . She however hated that time . She was a 'wreck'. Her friends changed her , made her utterly insecure and myriad problems came her way , she simply did not know how to deal with such anxiety issues . But .... she some day hopes to see the brighter side of things despite her depression and her anxiety issues .