Aufarbeitung & Verdrängung - die freie Assoziation einmal anders?
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Ongoing, First published May 01, 2019
Mature
Wer sich wirklich an die Arbeit machen möchte, die folgenden Schriften, Texte oder Worte zu lesen, der muss sich auf eines gefasst machen: C*Teasing und Coitus Interruptus. Ich vermute -oder besser gesagt- befürchte ich, dass die meisten Geschichten und Gedanken begonnen werden, Spannung aufgebaut, aber in den seltensten Fällen beendet werden. Verführen - Frustrieren, das ist der Stil, keinesfalls aber das Motto. Vielleicht werde ich zu einem Thema zurückkehren. Vielleicht auch erst Jahre später. Vielleicht aber auch nicht. Es ist einfach so und damit muss man sich als Leser leider abfinden. 
Was das für einen Sinn machen soll? Das überlasse ich der freien Assoziation des Lesers, weil ich es selbst nicht weiß, sondern nur vermuten kann, wie in etwa: Anregung der Phantasie oder wie der Titel schon sagt: Aufarbeiten oder eben Verdrängen.
Das Leben schreibt viele Geschichten. Manche werden beendet, andere vergessen und andere wiederum müssen offen bleiben, so dass das Leben an sich am Leben bleibt.

Sämtliche Anregungen, Kommentare oder Ideen werden gerne gesehen. Bei Gelegenheit und im Sinne der künstlerischen Freiheit auch gerne eingeflochten... Ich kann nichts versprechen, aber verspreche, mich eben an das zu halten.
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Hi. I'm Jas, and in case you didn't know, I am autistic. I have Asperger's Syndrome. I'm writing this book just so I can jot some of my thoughts down, and so you can see what it's really like to be autistic, well, for me at least. My best friend made a good comparison just the other day, no two fingerprints are the same, just like no two autistics are the same. I hope you'll enjoy this "diary" and no, I will not put too much about my personal life in here unless you deserve to know about something big happening to me. The other juicy deets are for a real diary. However, there will be sneak peeks to some of the stories I am writing within the confines of this so-called diary. I will also be offering random bits of advice from time to time, and you will get to meet some of my developing characters/ocs that will be featured in my future works. Warning 1: My characters and ocs are still in development, so they might come off as Mary-Sueish, and I don't want my characters to be annoying Mary Sues, so feel free to give feedback and/or constructive critisism on them: it would be a big help if you did because your advice would speed up their development and bring you the stories I am writing much faster than it would working on this on my own. Warning 2: This will have a mature rating because I am a huge potty mouth and I have depression so there'll probably be a lot of swearing and angst. Update: I have level 2 autism, as people do not use the term Asperger's Syndrome anymore, but the term Asperger's Syndrome is what I grew up hearing, so that's what I'm going to use.