The pain of falling in love again

He kisses me roughly, but I pull away from him. I miss the heat of his body close to mine, however I resist. I can't do this.

"So that's it?! You won't even try?" He looks at me, his eyes pleading and bloodshot. I feel the urge to kiss him and run away at the same time. This is much more difficult than I though, I feel as I am being ripped apart.

"You don't know how it feels! You don't understand! No relationship is worth having a broken heart and I can't afford that again. Please, just go away. I only like you as a friend and I won't fall for you." I harshly remark and start to move away from him.

He has different plans. He grabs my arm and yells. "When will you fucking understand that you already feel for me?" He moves his hands to his neck. He's frustrated, I know it. " You know what?...I'm done." And with he just leaves me staring at him going anywhere but here, while tears threaten to escape my eyes.

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Melanie is a girl whom has been betrayed by her past boyfriend. She feels finally feels free, however it is difficult for her to trust again. 'I don't do trust'

With the help of her two best friends and lovely Europe she will have the fun of her life...and heartbreak of her life as well.

But how will Lexi, one her best friends feel when she discovers that the guy Mel has been ogling and has feeling for is her brother? Even worse, that she supressed them 'cause she won't be bothered to catch feelings...Will she be mad 'cause she broke her brothers heart? Will she talk some sense into Melanie?

After all, we're most alive when we are in love...and all love does is destroy every ounce of trust we have left...every ounce of us.