Whether it's something you've always wanted or something you want back, everyone is guilty of wanting things they don't have. For Kaia, she wants what she paid for the night she tried to bring her sister back to life. She's already gone through hell, so how much worse could the journey possibly get? Follows the Brotherhood plot. Disclaimer: I do not own Fullmetal Alchemist or it's characters/plot/concepts. I DO own my OCs and plot changes. I also do not own the image in the cover.