My neighbour's pool

this isn't a story, just a poem. Anyone can interpret this in any way they want to, but just know it isn't literally about swimming in someone else's pool. This poem is about struggles with certain things, (and no this poem isn't about drugs but if you want it to be then sure) but I'm sure that some people could possibly relate to it and i just wanted to share as when i wrote this, i was spilling my heart onto the page and the meaning behind it is about something i've been keeping in for so long. but anyway i'll stop now and enjoy!