Forever in My Mind
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Last published Thu, Aug 6, 2015
He lives inside my mind
Deep in the corners and between the lines
Where my bad ideas climb
I was his dark secret
Then he realized i was meaningless
So he up n left
Now his secrets out
And i scream loud
For, I stand before the crowd
As i look out to the world
And you pull back my every curl
And i realize, theres so much more to see when your a young girl
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