The way love changed me
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MatureOngoing35m
Last published Mon, Jun 17, 2019
Even if I got the chance to explain it to you... Would I really be able to? How would a human explain people what he feels? How would I explain that what makes me happy, isn't a normal thing? How could I ever say that seeing you suffer made me the happiest human on earth? That seeing you in pain made my heart flutter like other ones would the first time they would fall in love?
A story about a psychopath falling in love with a regular girl and wishing that she is able to understand, why he wants to hurt her so bad.
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