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I'm Not Sorry - Trixya

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Hi. This story is sad. And triggering. I'm not looking to glorify mental illnesses as I myself have many. And I'm not looking to trigger anyone so if you get triggered it's probably best to not read this. 

If after reading this book anyone needs help for anything you can message my snapchat (which is checked more often and username is in my bio) or message me on here. Please don't suffer in silence. I'm here to talk or just listen. 

Okay. Yolo. Let's go.All Rights Reserved

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New Beginnings (undergoing editing) by Depressed-Stressed

Liza Micheal's has a stutter, an eating disorder and self harms. Liza is a fourteen year old gay kid and no one really cares about her anymore, then to top it off she lives with abusive parents. So who's there to care? Exactly, no one. But when she is taken to the hospital due to one hell of a beating she finds out she has brothers.. who want to have a life and a good brotherly relationship with her and are willing to take her in. What'll happen next? DISCLAMIER: I am currently attempting to remake a few of the chapters because Wattpad deleted three of my chapters and I cant remember what I wrote. All chapters will be AT LEAST 3 actual pages long, with the font size at 12 which is about 1,700+ words Warning ⚠️: -Pain attacks -Self harm -Depression -Anxiety -Improper chest binding Other stuff rainbow 🌈 wise: GAY LESBIAN NON-BINARY

Stephen x Hosuh (angst oneshots) by NinesAnderson

I just want to say that mental disorders are not a joke. This book is a venting/stress relief to me. I do not wish harm apon anyone. If this really bothers you im sorry. I for one, enjoy writing sad stories with unhappy endings. Anyway, i nust had to put that out there, im not making fun of mental disorders. Thank you. Maky, im always open for requests! If Dan, Hosuh, joey, Or Stephen Are Uncomfortable I Will Delete This. If you dont like Stephen x Hosuh, why tf are you here? There are many spoilers just gonna say. Heeyyy!!! Some chapters might be fluffy! Yeah, so if i run out of sad ideas i can make yall fan/girl/boy/zie over it! Xd good luckk Tw: Death Suicide Self-harm(abuse) Anorexia Bulimia Nervosa Food Restrictions Post Traumatic Stress Disorder PTSD Child neglect Bullying Bipolar Anxiety Disorder Panic Attack Disorder Schizophrenia Diet Pills OD (Over Dose) Grief Dangerous Actions (Suicidal) Gore Breakdowns Sleep paralysis Murder (mass or one) Phobias There will be some aesthetic chapters and i do continue some of the oneshots! I try to upload everyday but i know i cant do that so i will upload whenever im able to! Motivation is low so uploads will be slow but i promise ill make them good! I have some of these disorders so i understand. Pm me if you need to vent. Im always up, 6am-4pm im at school so ill be offline (GMT-4) i do a lot of all nighters so i will always be free to help! I care even if i dont know you! I have been offline for a bit but i will update this as much as i can! <3 ilya and im here for you lil pickles (idk thats what came to mind) and if you are questioning your sexuality or gender, im here for you! I can help you with that! I have done a lot of research so im open. Top Charts: #1 sadfic #6 Stephen #1 angest #2 Hosuh #1 Danplan #4 schizophrenia

I'm a pretty mess// Adore Delano by chachkistclair

{BEING EDITED} The pronouns and names are v messy atm but they're being fixed lol. - - {COMPLETED} - - THIS IS THE NEW ONE (221bfirehowell is my old acc!!) - - Non/RuPaul queens - - TRIGGER WARNING - - I'm a pretty mess and I don't deserve you 💔

Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ by ZaynismRules

***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences*** In which she looks for the purpose of life. Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible. With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness? * "So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit. His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that" "What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears. "Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek. I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place. "I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again. Why? There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add. Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.

Finding My Puzzle Piece by SilentreasonWFO0328

~*~This is a collaboration with @xxxFALLEN___angelxxx. I am really excited about this!~*~ Bianca and Katya are completely in love with Adore and Trixie respectively. When they get the balls to admit that Adore and Trixie shock them both. A story of longing and kicking yourself for not saying how they feel before. ~*~TRIGGER WARNING~*~ Look y'all may be triggered by something in this story so this is a warning that I'll give before you even start this story! Please if you love or hate the story tell us! We love your engagement! Guess what this is our story and not yours so may not like everything don't get butthurt Barbra! :P

sooo um... RusAme? - Fighting by Incognito7671

Description of story is at the bottom along with warnings. Okay so I was looking through my old stories that I wrote during school in 7th grade, and I came across this little RusAme excerpt... I want to kill myself after reading it but I think I'll clean it up because HO-LY sHiT- to whom it may concern: alright. so i know that these stories are old, but i've been reading some of them and i was disappointed that the ones i loved were either discontinued or gone for some other reason. so i decided that i am going to put all of my favorite aspects of this ship and make my own story. I AM NOT DEAD. I AM ACTIVE AS OF TODAY. DATE STARTED: May 16, 2022 DAY FINISHED: I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON THIS STORY. I AM STILL ACTIVE AND WRITING. America was a senior in high school, his long term rival being Russia. They never got along, but they wouldn't go and pick fights with each other just for the fun of it. In fact, America tried at all costs to avoid getting beaten up. He got enough of that from his father. That is until one day when his little brother, Australia, came to him for help with a bully. As it turns out, this bully was a little more dangerous than America came to think. He falls into a problem he doesn't think he can escape and with no one to tell or turn to, he doesn't think he ever will. When his parents don't come home and his situation goes from bad to worse, America may have to turn to the one he's sure he hates. Will he find the courage to ask for help, or will he decide life's not worth it and let go? =================================== |-!WARNING!-| =================================== This book contains the following: Self harm Suicidal thoughts Suicide attempts Death Rape Anymore triggers I think of will be added later.

I love you stranger by O_oSoph

Between the enchantment and her own thoughts , Trixie didn't noticed the exact moment the mysterious woman disappeared. Suddenly the singer felt nervous and tried to ground herself by looking on her purse for a coin. After all, she was there to make a wish... --------------------------- Note: This is a story based on the characters of Trixie Mattel and Katya Zamolodchikova. Because I adore their personalities but this is just a fiction with all respect to the persons behind the characters. It's also my first story about them and English is not my first language. All comments and feedback is completely appreciated. The story is already written and I will published one or two episodes per day.

We Can Solve For X ✔~ trixya by annielovetk

"Oh, we have a newcomer. What's your name, sweetie?" The counselor asked the girl. "Hey everyone, I'm Trixie Mattel." The girl told them, speaking in a far more confident tone than the blue eyed girl had expected her to. "Do you want to tell everyone why you are here? Take your time, we all know it's a big step." Their meeting leader said. Katya was dying to know the answer, for what could this girl possibly be addicted to? She didn't seem like the type to do drugs, maybe alcohol but not enough to get her sent here. Katya could see her being a video game addict, but would that be enough to get the girl to go to a meeting with a bunch of people in their twenties who were mainly recovering drug addicts and alcoholics? Doubtful. Maybe she was a shopaholic? Or used those academic skills on online gambling and got hooked? The answer was none of the above, and quite possibly the last alternative Katya would have ever suggested the cotton candy haired mathlete was addicted to. "I'm a nymphomaniac." A/N: HUGE SMUT WARNING

Catastrophically Carla (Lesbian Story) by xpaaulettex

Ages 14+ (lesbian concepts and some profanity) This is not your everyday love story, okay? It's not a chick flick either. The events and themes within my pages have meaning, depth, truth-and most of all, reality. You are about to be taken on an adventure about a girl who's life is not like everybody else's. I look like a normal teen girl, I mean, I have hair and two eyes and two hands and feet like everybody else, but I couldn't feel more different. I have two moms, yes. Let's just get that out there before you start reading and close my diary like everyone in my life has shut me out of theirs. All I want is a normal life with normal friends who don't judge me because of my home situation. I don't even remember the last time I went on a sleepover or called somebody my age. I don't mean to be a downer, because it does get better. Life gets better. Struggles are only temporary, I know that now. And by my last words reach your eyes, I've come a long way, and have grown to see potential in myself. I'm sharing this with you because I want to make a difference. I know now that I'm not the only one in the world that feels alone. I've been there, done that, and there's more loneliness to come, but for now, I feel more prepared for it. I know how it feels to sit by yourself at lunch every day and how it feels to watch others go to prom with dates and feel like shit because you don't think you'd even have any friends to go with. Please ready my diary. I am much older now, and much more wiser, and I can't wait for you to realize the potential in yourself, too.

Bambi Eyed || Katya x Reader fic by p00r_life_ch0ices

You were friends and roommates with Katya for about a year and hated to admit the affect the would-be Russian had on you. As a model, you met through work and when invited onto a shoot for her newest video, things change entirely for you both. A sometimes angsty, sometimes fluffy, sometimes (hopefully) funny X Reader story dreamt up by a deliriously bored fangirl. Pronouns for queens change according to whether they are in drag or not. CONTENT WARNINGS: - allusions to self harm and addiction - some smut, poorly written - loads of angst bc how else do I cope with crushing reality? - female reader (I am female so I really only know to write from woman's perspective)

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New Beginnings (undergoing editing) cover

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I'm a pretty mess// Adore Delano cover

Finding Purpose (+18) ✔️ cover

Finding My Puzzle Piece cover

sooo um... RusAme? - Fighting cover

I love you stranger cover

We Can Solve For X ✔~ trixya cover

Catastrophically Carla (Lesbian Story) cover

Bambi Eyed || Katya x Reader fic cover

New Beginnings (undergoing editing)

Liza Micheal's has a stutter, an eating disorder and self harms. Liza is a fourteen year old gay kid and no one really cares about her anymore, then to top it off she lives with abusive parents. So who's there to care? Exactly, no one. But when she is taken to the hospital due to one hell of a beating she finds out she has brothers.. who want to have a life and a good brotherly relationship with her and are willing to take her in. What'll happen next? DISCLAMIER: I am currently attempting to remake a few of the chapters because Wattpad deleted three of my chapters and I cant remember what I wrote. All chapters will be AT LEAST 3 actual pages long, with the font size at 12 which is about 1,700+ words Warning ⚠️: -Pain attacks -Self harm -Depression -Anxiety -Improper chest binding Other stuff rainbow 🌈 wise: GAY LESBIAN NON-BINARY