I'm Not Sorry - Trixya
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MatureComplete Wed, Jun 5, 201956m
Hi. This story is sad. And triggering. I'm not looking to glorify mental illnesses as I myself have many. And I'm not looking to trigger anyone so if you get triggered it's probably best to not read this.
If after reading this book anyone needs help for anything you can message my snapchat (which is checked more often and username is in my bio) or message me on here. Please don't suffer in silence. I'm here to talk or just listen.
Okay. Yolo. Let's go.
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