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Delirium (Phan AU/Currently Rewriting)

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Reads 30,799
Votes 1,625
Parts 27
Time 1h 29m

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*On a slight hiatus, looking to update asap. If you would like to see my better work I suggest taking a look at my phan one shots. Thanks for being patient with me!*
Dan Howell learned early in life to build up walls, like a fortress around the castle that was his heart. Love come and goes easily, and when trying to get through high school without the casualties it's hard to not shield your self from the world. 
Then came along Phil Lester. A boy who cared more for other than himself who walked with his heart on his sleeve. With him, Dan soon begins to realize that maybe not all castles need walls.

*DISCLAIMER: I (sadly) do not, nor will I ever, own Dan Howell, Phil Lester or any brand/company names mentioned in this story. This story is a work of fiction and is meant for the entertainment of  the readers and myself. Thank you*

Trigger Warning! If you are triggered by any of the following, maybe go check out my other stories:
Profanity, Depression, Bullying, brief mentions of alcohol*All Rights Reserved

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