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A series of poems - Just a way to vent :)

Not even sure these are even poems haha, maybe short thoughts 🙃 It's honestly all about this girl who I never had a chance with from the very start, but just fell too hard for.  She moved away for school and I'm still in our hometown for some basic background. Part of me has tried to move on, so a few "chapters" mention other people.

Some of you may be able to relate to this piece of work and to that I say I'm sorry. It sucks to feel heartbroken and you can trust me on that. It may hurt now, but in the long run it will get better :)All Rights Reserved

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