Dear, Boys Fighting Over Me (A Shawn Mendes Fan-Fic)

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"Stop! Just leave me alone! This madness must stop or I'll lose my mind!" I yell at my friends. The only friends I've ever known. I watch their pained expressions, from how Evelyn and Alexa's eyes are red, to how Connor looks worried, to how Shawn and Andrew are speechless.

Shawn looks up from the ground and takes a step closer. "You don't understand how this won't benefit you. You'll hurt others, and you wouldn't be able to live through change if it happens."

He places a hand on my shoulder. "Suicide and self-harm won't fix your problems, Amber. They'll only help you see things on the darkest side possible."

I feel a tear slipping from my eye as I look behind him and see everyone giving me a nod. "You can't imagine how your family would feel if they found out about this." Shawn says softly, caressing my cheeks ever so slowly.

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People may come to see the bright side of life when they encounter painful and hurtful experiences. However, Amber Anneline Howard, for one, never put the whole "bright side" into her train of thought.

All she believed is that the world is out to get her, when everyone was secretly admiring her. Being friends with a celebrity only ruined matters, and slowly, she started losing grip of her willpower and faith in life.

How can her friends step into this? Considering her family abandoned her? What does this have to do with Shawn Mendes? All these questions will be answered by a press on your screen....