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Isaac Harley is Eton's devilish delinquent, and Josiah Beckett's the pretentious prefect. At least, that's what the two have always presumed of each other, their true selves buried under a facade and hidden like a sin.

Neither one would've ever guessed that all it took was one fateful night, one of hazy minds and absolute misery, for their masks to slip off. For them to strip each other completely bare--naked in body but more exposed in places unseen.

Neither one intended for this night to happen--raw, wanton, burning hot.

Neither one was prepared to touch the untouchable.



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The grand life of Philip | ✓ by aiyorii

"I think you have internalized homophobia." Philip looked at her, his mouth slightly curved. "Jokes on you." -- Philip is a seventeen year-old teenager who just wants to try to live. Severely affected by a fatal accident that he deems himself to be responsible for, living only gets harder for him. His world, very small--school, home. But it grows in size when Fletcher Handerson, the school's star basketball player is determined to get to know him, because he is trapped by Philip's silent stares which scream more day-by-day. Things change. After all, it is high-school. ~~ Warning ⚠️: Mentions of suicide, self harm and mental disorders.

BEFORE I DIE, I PRAY TO BE BORN | ✓ by mygoodbones

The real world skins you alive. It's a hazard of growing up in rural Suffolk... or possibly, it's a hazard of growing up. Either way, the Dorian Andrade and Isaiah Matalon who run into each other at a party in Oxford have become equally disenchanted imitations of the boys who used to spend summers eating stolen apples on the riverbank. A lot has changed in the six years since they saw each other. One thing is still the same: the longing for each other's company. But aren't the objects of our yearning so much easier to encounter in the imagination than when they're standing in front of us? GENRE: literary fiction, queer romance TROPES: second chance romance, friends to lovers, mutual pining COMP TITLES: A Little Life, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, Call Me By Your Name featured in Ambassador Reads featured in Ambassador Recommendations: Living Beyond Labels Dec 24 featured in ContemporaryLit: LGBTQ+ Contemporary featured in ContemporaryLit: Literary Fiction featured in lgbtq: ManxMan (NA/Adult Fiction) featured in FreeTheLGBT: Diverse Literature featured in WattpadLitFic: Novels featured in WattpadMulticultural: September 2023 Reads of the Month

Don't Tell My Brother by hyac1nthus

Lucas Sawyer has gotten used to being forgotten. His twin brother Mark, captain and star quarterback, everyone's favorite, gets the spotlight. Lucas doesn't drink, he doesn't smoke, he doesn't go to parties. His life is safe and logical, and that's exactly how he likes it. But when his brother's football rival and worst enemy, Damien Castillo, starts work at the same small bakery, everything changes. Damien is Lucas' worst nightmare: an arrogant heartbreaker with a bad reputation, who threatens to ruin all his careful plans. Lucas hates him. Right? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story was inspired by @hipstateasee's "Knight", and I have her permission. All credit to her for the great premise!

Candy Gram ✓ by Olivaughn

EDITORS' PICK (November 2019) || COMPLETE Nick Buckingham is three things if nothing else: salty, antisocial, and the quintessential gay theatre nerd. He's content to drift through the rest of senior year throwing himself into productions to avoid his peers - until it arrives. As an anonymous classmate begins courting Nick via text, he's suddenly desperate to figure out just who this dashing secret admirer is--even if it means actually socialising. He'll be fine--so long as he keeps his wits about him and doesn't fall for this probably-catfisher. Can't be too hard, right?

Akimbo ✓ by glassEyed

// Best YA Romance in the Romance Fiction Awards 2021// Thrill Hawthorne, keeping up to his name, lives his life on the edge. Or so people think. Ignatius Rookwood is the darling son and the sole male heir to a gigantic business corporation. Or so people think. One ill-fated night, one drunken exchange, leads their life down a messy spiral of lawsuits, car races, betrayals, greasy burgers and stolen kisses under the moonlight. As a whole new world opens up to Ignatius, Thrill is forced to face the demons of his past. But perhaps romance can bloom alongside their rivalry, perhaps it can't. Either way, paving the way through a society pitted against them is the journey of a lifetime. And at the end of the day, standing akimbo to one's fears only needs a hint of courage and the right kind of people by one's side... (boyxboy) ~ shortlisted in the Fall Awards 2021 ~ shortlisted in the Contemporary Romance Awards 2022 🏆 featured by the official Teen Fiction account 🏆 featured by YA Romance 🏆 featured by the official General Fiction account 🏆 featured by Wattpad India ... #1 in Teen Fiction #1 in Free the LGBT #3 in Romance #1 in boyxboy #1 in lgbtqIN #1 in TaygetstheGay #2 in bisexual #6 in LGBTQ #10 in love

Sugar Venom by jirosesama

They were strangers, living in a completely different world. One suffers, and one is drowning in loneliness. But, it won't always be that way. SUGAR VENOM: Love of Necessity. BOOK 1 OF FOUR TYPES OF LOVE SERIES Would money be enough to fill that void in your heart? Yes. That's what Keith believes. After he experienced what money could give him, he concluded that money could fill that void. Money makes you happy. But in order to have money that he loves so much, he needs to work. But what work could an undergraduate who ran from his home―'The hellphanage'―as he loves to call it, could get? So, him hanging at the edge of the knife, desperate to survive, worked what he thought was the easiest. As a prostitute. On one fateful night, he stumbles upon a mysterious man, that from top to bottom, screams luxury. So would he slide the opportunity off? No, he won't. He needs money, and that man sure could give him more than he needs. But could he ignore the stir of emotion inside his heart? Rome, who has everything he ever wanted, always feels that there's a void in his heart. He doesn't care about all the wealth he has, he just needs someone. And being at a club is the worst decision he ever made. How can he find someone pure enough to, as embarrassing as it sounds, to love him genuinely? But considering his imposing demeanor, people were either scared or felt threatened by him. Well, they aren't wrong to feel that way. Then a male manages to get his attention, but he turns out to be a money hungry bastard. Literally. But what he later found out about the boy who goes by the name Keith, managed to change how he perceived the male and made him care for him deeper unintentionally. Let the male use him? Or punish him? He pondered. ⚠️WARNING ⚠️ •Gay romance •Mention of Abuse •Explicit •R18

Broken Bonds: The Interlude of Demarcus Steel by Pastel_Potatos

Demarcus Steel made it to graduation. He lived up to his "Genius junior" nickname and graduated top of his class as Westwood High's valedictorian. But, the road to graduation wasn't easy. Especially since an incident during the spring break of his junior year changed the relationship between him and his best friend Damien Soto. Things were never the same and actually got worse as time went on. Now a freshman at the prestigious Stonewell University, Demarcus is forced to figure out his feelings for Damien when he finds out their are housemates. All the while a junior with pretty caramel eyes and a dimpled smile can't seem to forget Demarcus after an impulsive decision leads to a one-night stand. **Man x Man story with Mpreg** The events of this story happen about a year after the final chapter of "What They Never Told Him", it is not a continuation and can be read alone.

Lust For Value (Boyxboy)✔︎ by L01ita_MP4

A story of two enemies attached and captivated by lust and value. "You act like you can't stand me...But the moment I get my hands on you, you're like putty." 18-year-old Addison Westbrook swears up and down that he hates Oliver Beckett. Even with their occasional fucks, he calls him his enemy. Everyone needs someone that makes them feel admired and cherished. Oliver Beckett just happened to be Addison's person. What happens when they both get hooked, physically and emotionally? Contains smut #2 in Attached- 1/18/22🩰 #5 in Freethelbgt-2/4/22🤹🏾♀️ #4 in Queer-2/12/22👩🏾⚖️ #5 in Mxm-2/14/22🩰 #4 in Manxman-2/14/22🤹🏾♀️ #1 in Gayerotic-2/15/22👩🏾⚖️ #1 in enemieswithbenefits - 2/19/22🩰 #2 in pride- 2/19/22🤹🏾♀️ #2 in boyxboyromance- 2/21/22👩🏾⚖️ #2 in freethelgbt- 3/8/22🙋🏾♀️ #3 in queer - 3/10/22 🤹🏾♀ #1 in gaylove - 3/18/2022👩🏾⚖️ #4 in enemies-3/31/2022 🙋🏾♀️ #3 in lgbtrights- 4/6/2022🙋🏾♀️🚶🏾♀️ #2 in gaypride - 4/26/2022🙋🏾♀️💃🏾 #1 in mlm- 4/26/2022🙋🏾♀️🚶🏾♀️ #1 boyxboyromance- 5/12/2022🩰 #1 in teenromance- 6/23/2022🙎🏾♀️ #9 in gay- 6/23/2022👏🏾 #1 in freethelgbt -6/29/2022🙎🏾♀️ #1gayfiction -8/13/2022💃🏾 #1 in pride - 2/ 20/ 2023💃🏾🩰 It's still something ✋🏾 #21 in Bxb- 4/18/22

Like Sugar | ✓ by saintc

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Serendipity by ShilohShadow

Sydney Summers is your typical teenager- kinda depressed, hates almost everything about himself- but with a twist. He's gay. And after a bad experience at his old school, he attends a new one, has an uneventful freshman year and is hoping for his sophomore year to be the same. Then... he meets the new kid, Timothy Moon, who is his polar opposite- a cheerful get-along-with-everyone kind of guy. He's wonderful and kind, and everything that Sydney doesn't think he deserves. But everyone has something they didn't know about themselves, and Timothy does, too. [BoyxBoy] [COMPLETED aside for some extra chapters I still have to finish]

The Hawthorne Effect (BoyXBoy) by soberboyblues

There's only one thing that annoys Dan Adams more than a cliché, and it's the fact that in the past few months his life has actually become one. After falling for the notorious Charlie Hawthorne, he starts living out the age-old cliché of the high school nobody falling in love with the high school jock. Dan assumes the story starts and ends with his unrequited feelings for Charlie, but when a school trip to London rolls around and he ends up having to share a room with the boy, he quickly becomes aware that a much different ending may be on the cards. Follow Dan as his life is turned upside down and inside out - all thanks to one particular boy and his ocean blue eyes. ***COMPLETED MARCH 20TH 2019***

One Million Masks: REDUX | ✓ by therealkayelle

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Noticing You (BoyxBoy) by Okieleaf

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The grand life of Philip | ✓

"I think you have internalized homophobia." Philip looked at her, his mouth slightly curved. "Jokes on you." -- Philip is a seventeen year-old teenager who just wants to try to live. Severely affected by a fatal accident that he deems himself to be responsible for, living only gets harder for him. His world, very small--school, home. But it grows in size when Fletcher Handerson, the school's star basketball player is determined to get to know him, because he is trapped by Philip's silent stares which scream more day-by-day. Things change. After all, it is high-school. ~~ Warning ⚠️: Mentions of suicide, self harm and mental disorders.