Hidden Feelings
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I write to express my hidden feelings. The time when I felt so guilty about everything I made. I felt so stupid. I still put an unpretending smile on my face every time I go out from my room. I still can laugh with my friends out there.
But I realized why I felt this way is because I'm afraid of being criticized by others.
I'm so sick on pleasing others instead of expressing my feelings.
I found out by reading books that I should be Me. Let them see who is the really You. Not the person who they think they can took advantage.
Hope you'll like my short poetry.😊
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