Desolate
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I feel empty, alone and most of all hollow. Sometimes I wonder what went wrong....
Why I cannot be like normal people??
Why do I have to force myself to keep moving and be happy??
Why it has to be me of everyone to see things differently and not blend with the society??
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO DESOLATE............
WARNING: There might be slight swearing . So read at your own risk.
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