- Reads 235,027
- Votes 9,008
- Parts 54
- Time 8h 3m
Ongoing, First published May 06, 2019
Mature
[sequel to egotistical] [on hold] 𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐝𝐚𝐝𝐞 ➙ 𝘢 𝘯𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵 *** "When you've had your heart broken by your own stupid mistakes, lyrics tend to flow out of you like a river breaking the dam. You write about the nostalgia, you write about the love you felt so intensely that your heart pounded out of your chest, and you write about the life changing heartache. The pain. Part of you wonders if you deserve it, if you deserve the ache in your chest that just doesn't let up. I still haven't gotten my answer for that. I messed up horribly, but does that really mean I have to suffer day in and day out? Who knows, maybe I do deserve it. A heartbreaker deserves heartbreak, right?" *** ©️Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. This material may not be reproduced, displayed, modified or distributed without the prior permission of the copyright holder. For permission, contact CloudLustLuke on Wattpad.comAll Rights Reserved
Table of contents
- saudade → shawn mendes (ii)Thu, May 9, 2019
- playlistMon, May 20, 2019
- character visual & infoThu, May 9, 2019
- prologue [s]Thu, May 9, 2019
- one [s]Sun, May 12, 2019
- two [s]Mon, May 13, 2019
- three [t]Thu, May 16, 2019
- four [s]Sat, May 18, 2019
- five [s]Sun, May 19, 2019
- six [s]Tue, May 21, 2019
- seven [s]Tue, May 28, 2019
- eight [t]Thu, May 30, 2019
- nine [s]Fri, May 31, 2019
- ten [s]Sat, Jun 1, 2019
- eleven [s]Sun, Jun 2, 2019
- twelve [t]Mon, Jun 3, 2019
- thirteen* [s]Tue, Jun 4, 2019
- fourteen [s]Thu, Jun 6, 2019
- fifteen [s]Fri, Jun 7, 2019
- sixteen [t]Sat, Jun 8, 2019
- seventeen [s]Mon, Jun 10, 2019
- eighteen [s]Mon, Jun 17, 2019
- nineteen [t]Tue, Jun 18, 2019
- twenty [s]Sun, Jun 23, 2019
- twenty-one [t]Tue, Jun 25, 2019
- twenty-two [s]Sat, Jun 29, 2019
- twenty-three [s]Thu, Jul 11, 2019
- twenty-four [s]Fri, Jul 12, 2019
- twenty-five [t]Tue, Jul 16, 2019
- twenty-six* [s]Wed, Jul 17, 2019
- twenty-seven [t]Thu, Jul 18, 2019
- twenty-eight [s]Sat, Jul 20, 2019
- twenty-nine [s]Tue, Jul 23, 2019
- thirty [s]Thu, Jul 25, 2019
- thirty-one [t]Mon, Jul 29, 2019
- thirty-two [t]Tue, Jul 30, 2019
- thirty-three [s]Thu, Aug 1, 2019
- thirty-four [t]Thu, Aug 8, 2019
- thirty-five [s]Sun, Aug 18, 2019
- thirty-six [s]Sat, Aug 24, 2019
- thirty-seven [s]Sun, Aug 25, 2019
- thirty-eight [s]Mon, Aug 26, 2019
- thirty-nine [t]Tue, Sep 17, 2019
- forty* [s]Mon, Sep 23, 2019
- forty-one [s]Mon, Sep 30, 2019
- forty-two [t]Mon, Oct 14, 2019
- forty-three [t]Wed, Oct 16, 2019
- forty-four* [t]Sat, Oct 19, 2019
- forty-five [s]Sun, Oct 20, 2019
- forty-six [s]Wed, Nov 6, 2019
- forty-seven* [s]Sun, Nov 10, 2019
- forty-eight [s]Sat, Mar 21, 2020
- forty-nine [t]Sat, Apr 18, 2020
- fifty* [s]Thu, May 21, 2020
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