I FEEL YOU || Sᴛᴇᴠᴇ Rᴏɢᴇʀꜱ
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  • Time 4h 23m
Complete, First published May 06, 2019
Mature
Anastasya is an assassin, an advanced super soldier created by HYDRA in WWII, alongside James Barnes. But her life gets a different turn than his; she wakes up after being in ice for decades and, luckily for everyone, Tony Stark finds her first when she returns to the mainland.

Her biggest problem, with all the problems that come with Thanos wanting to kill half of all living creatures, is getting control over her emotions. The man who helps her understand the importance of allowing yourself to feel is Steve Rogers, with who she develops a special connection.

But what happens if, after all they did to prevent it, she does get activated again? Will The Avengers have to face two remaining Winter Soldiers at once? Or can they get through the hard core of The Soldiers and tame their spirits before it's too late, before the fight of their lives? 

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• timeline is set before Avengers: Infinity War

• there is usually a video at the beginning of every chapter for the ~vibe~

• I do not own or pretend to own Marvel's characters, plots, buildings etc.

© cover by me

⚠ disclaimer: this story is mature, it contains graphic depictions of violence, sexuality, strong language, mental illnesses and other mature themes

⚠ have in mind: I have no idea if this book would make sense considering all Marvel's 'rules' about powered people, winter soldiers, time travel etc. I just came up with this idea, decided to write it down and here we are :)
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