The Diary
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Last published Wed, Jul 2, 2014
A story of a broken teenage girl of the name Scarlet. The hatred she feels to herself engulfs her day to day, she can't control what she feels anymore, will she ever be able too ? Or will her dreaded thoughts take over her completely.
*this is my first ever story that I have written on wattpad, I made it EXTREMELY short to see if you like my style of writing, I would really love some feedback, good or bad I don't really mind, Thank you so much*
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