Waiting Room 143

He is someone I want but can't have.

This might sound cliche but its true.

His like a star up above the beautiful sky and I, I do look like a tiny ant looking at those star.

He said, he loves me! That makes me happy and at the same time, it scares me too. I'm happy cuz, I love him too and that is the reason why Im scared off, the peoples judgement.

They will judge without knowing what is the real story. They will think what they want to think and speak what they want to speak, without minding if they might hurt someone.

What should I do?

Will it be really alright to love him just like what he said? Or should I just let myself felt out of loved to him by staying us to be just friend?

It might hurt the both of s, but it maybe the only solution.

I don't know! What should I do?

I love him.

Yet, its not the right time, not the right moment.

And not the right lifetime.

And that is my biggest mistake.