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Say I Never Mattered | A Sooshu Fan-Fiction

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All Shuhua has wanted to do her entire life is to be someone else. You'd think that living in West Hollywood and being the daughter of multi-billionaire's, plus being the sister of an Instagram celebrity would mean your life would be interesting. Not for Shuhua Yeh. Her mother is a famous actress, her father is the CEO & founder of Yeh Co., and her brother is a famous Instagram model. Yet nobody knows her name.  She hasn't visited an A-List event in a decade, taken any part in her father's company, or been in one of her brother's Instagram posts. You'd think that being so close to the limelight would reap benefits, but instead, all Shuhua has are her demons, her four best friends, and her hopeless crush on Soojin Seo, her brother's hot best friend that happens to live with them for short periods of time due to her parent's archeological excavations.

When Shuhua is alerted of Soojin's five-month stay at the beginning of her junior year, her world is thrown upside down. She's given a decision to make: stay the same lonely version of herself that nobody knows, or become someone that Soojin would want to spend her time on?

What can one epiphany do to a person's life? What can one hit at rock bottom do to a person's life? And why is it that being someone else is so difficult to do?


Started: June 09, 2019
Re-started: July 21, 2021


TW: Depression, Anxiety, mentions of self-harm, mentions of sexual assault, and suicidal ideation.


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