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Say I Never Mattered | A Sooshu Fan-Fiction

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Parts 38
Time 4h 12m

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All Shuhua has wanted to do her entire life is to be someone else. You'd think that living in West Hollywood and being the daughter of multi-billionaire's, plus being the sister of an Instagram celebrity would mean your life would be interesting. Not for Shuhua Yeh. Her mother is a famous actress, her father is the CEO & founder of Yeh Co., and her brother is a famous Instagram model. Yet nobody knows her name.  She hasn't visited an A-List event in a decade, taken any part in her father's company, or been in one of her brother's Instagram posts. You'd think that being so close to the limelight would reap benefits, but instead, all Shuhua has are her demons, her four best friends, and her hopeless crush on Soojin Seo, her brother's hot best friend that happens to live with them for short periods of time due to her parent's archeological excavations.

When Shuhua is alerted of Soojin's five-month stay at the beginning of her junior year, her world is thrown upside down. She's given a decision to make: stay the same lonely version of herself that nobody knows, or become someone that Soojin would want to spend her time on?

What can one epiphany do to a person's life? What can one hit at rock bottom do to a person's life? And why is it that being someone else is so difficult to do?


Started: June 09, 2019
Re-started: July 21, 2021


TW: Depression, Anxiety, mentions of self-harm, mentions of sexual assault, and suicidal ideation.


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𝙸 𝙼𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝙰𝚜 𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚕 by savythepro

I try not to stare most of the time, but for some reason, tonight, I just couldn't look away. I've seen many pretty girls before in so many different places; Including the light rail, but for some reason tonight, she was just so much lovelier than any other girl I've ever seen. Why am I even getting worked up over her anyways? It's not like I'll ever see her again. Well, that's a perfect excuse to keep looking! I'll never see her again, so why does it matter if I continue to look. Well then, that settles it. I'll continue to look... He was right. Normally, when I see a cute girl, I'm like eh, but because she's just so pretty, and also because I don't have much time left, I might as well. "I mean, come on dude, You might as well." What a perfect sign. I just said it, and now he just said it. Definitely means I gotta do it. I wanted to text him back to let him know I was going to. Even though he probably thinks ill chicken out at the last second. "Your right. I might as well." SHORT LOVE STORY FINISHED NOT OWNER OF COVER PHOTOS GIVE FEEDBACK IN COMMENTS (POSITIVE CRITICISM OF COURSE)

Never Apart- Gidle by cope1014

They were never apart They were never apart Worst endings have yet to come Those granted wishes aren't made to be kept forever until one of them gets drifted. No matter what it takes for those five girls to escape from the most shocking discovery. It will always come up with a price and now have to face the biggest challenge yet. Only their old ex-best friend Soojin can tell and knows all about their secrets. This is the fourth story in this series!! THEY'RE BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER DON'T MESS WITH GIDLE!!! We were never meant to be drifted apart We can stay together FOREVER AND EVER!!! Gidle is 6 ALWAYS Gidle/Lesserafim Fanfic Part 1: Never Lasted √ Part 2: Halycon Nights √ Part 3: Unforgiven(Alone) √ Part 4: You're the One (Chosen One) √ Part 5: Too Far Gone: The Finale √ Bonus Chapters: Happily Never After √ Started: April 23, 2023 Ended: November 18, 2023 Disclaimer: None of the stuff is real and it's just for a story. The events and things are just fictional in the story except for the partial events and also the facts of Gidle and Lesserafim. Some of the chapters will contain serious and sensitive topics so be warned and be on the lookout. Also, it may include swearing like in some of my stories!!!! In order: The Gift of Rival The Forgotten Friendship Meant to Be

INFLUENCER BO B💋TCH (Lesbian) by treepipit

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The Way Love Changes You; Book One: Love's Firsts by redisle_love

Love can feel empowering. Love can be deadly. It can be the greatest thing to ever happen. It can be the biggest mistake that can't be reversed. It can feel like a dream come true. It can feel like a nightmare that you can't wake up from. Love changes people in many ways, from mild to severe, whether it's beneficial or detrimental in anybody's life, no matter if you're lesbian, gay, straight, bisexual, pansexual, or a person who just loves people without a label. How does love change you? ******* It's like your basic high school love story, except it's with adults in their early-mid 20s, and they're either still in college or have graduated from college and have jobs. It's a modern slice of life narrative novel about lesbians trying to find true love or wanting to get back into the love game. Five of these lovely characters share their own little tales of how love changes them first go, or their first time in forever! Their perspectives on love as it takes effect either get sensual, dramatic, or to the extent of a slow burn, as they also deal with life's obstacles along the way and share a part in each other's stories. There are ups and downs as their own stories go along, and it all gets more suspenseful towards the end where problems unfortunately arise. Will things get better or worse from here for these lovestruck lesbians as the story goes on? [Content/Trigger Warnings- the main warnings are scenes of sexual activity, and suicidal talk/attempt, along with mentions of said attempt. Everything else is listed inside the book! Please read the list before reading the book!] [Word count: +140,000 words...I write a lot, but enjoy anyway!]

His Shadow (Book I) by LokiBoreddd

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And Then You Came... [Eunhae] |✔ by LustyShadows

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Nobody Like You by AziaElga

Yeju Hwarng no longer believes in love. After breaking up with her long-term girlfriend and watching her parents divorce over the summer, all her passion disappeared, including her passion for science that got her into her microbiology Ph.D. program. When a new roommate moves into the apartment, Yeju recognizes her as more than just a familiar face; she is an enemy that needs to be chased out of her life. Lia Choi does not need love. Her parent never gave her any, and confessing to her childhood best friend over the summer only caused a fall out. Love has proven to be both unnecessary and a liability, and all Lia needs instead is to do well in college and get into a prestigious research position in the microbiology department. Unfortunately, her research mentor turns out to be her new roommate. And she is hell bent on ruining Lia's life. Tension escalates both at home and in the lab, but the more they work together, the more they realize: they have a common goal, and they need each other to achieve that. All they need to do is to open their hearts. Love is hard, but a life without love is harder. *** THE LOVE HYPOTHESIS meets DELILAH GREEN DOESN'T CARE; a STEM-oriented college sapphic romance about struggling adults navigating love despite their broken hearts. *This is a stand-alone spin-off to Cherry On Top. 💫 2023 Watty's Winner! 💫 Editor's Choice, 26 May 2023 - 29 June 2023 💫 Featured on Wattpad's Summer Loving Days reading list, 21 Jul 2023 💫 Featured on the official @lgbt, @Romance, @FreeTheLGBT, and @WattpadAfterDark profile First Published: 2 Feb 2023 Completed Date: 24 June 2023 Edited Date: 22 July 2023 Word Count: 55,000-60,000 Cover art by Sarimopi on Instagram

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𝙸 𝙼𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝙰𝚜 𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚕

I try not to stare most of the time, but for some reason, tonight, I just couldn't look away. I've seen many pretty girls before in so many different places; Including the light rail, but for some reason tonight, she was just so much lovelier than any other girl I've ever seen. Why am I even getting worked up over her anyways? It's not like I'll ever see her again. Well, that's a perfect excuse to keep looking! I'll never see her again, so why does it matter if I continue to look. Well then, that settles it. I'll continue to look... He was right. Normally, when I see a cute girl, I'm like eh, but because she's just so pretty, and also because I don't have much time left, I might as well. "I mean, come on dude, You might as well." What a perfect sign. I just said it, and now he just said it. Definitely means I gotta do it. I wanted to text him back to let him know I was going to. Even though he probably thinks ill chicken out at the last second. "Your right. I might as well." SHORT LOVE STORY FINISHED NOT OWNER OF COVER PHOTOS GIVE FEEDBACK IN COMMENTS (POSITIVE CRITICISM OF COURSE)