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With a sad facial expression I stare out in front of me, waiting for Jason to come over. I'm going to tell it him even though I'm not ready. I'm not ready at all. I don’t want to be the one who tells him the bad news. Life is so unfair. I thought things were getting better. I thought I finally could tell Jason how I feel about him, how I feel about us. Well, it seems like luck is not on my side. Just when I was about to grab my phone the doorbell rang. Finally, there he is. It felt like forever. I get up and walk to the front door. Before I open the door I take a deep breath. I guess I have to do this. I open the door and see Jason appear in the doorway. With a small smile on my lips I reach my arms to him for a hug, just like always. “Hi.” His warm, soft voice whispers in my ear. I close my eyes and place my chin on top of his shoulder. I don’t even feel like saying hi back. This is so hard for me and I know this is going to be hard for him too. After I opened my eyes I look up to him to face him. “Jason, we need to talk.” I whisper after we both let go of the hug.