Maybe I Don't Have a Reason to Smile
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(X Reader) All Bucky wanted was for someone to understand what's he's been through. Sure, Steve Rogers, kind of understands Bucky, but he was never brainwashed. He never had his mind turned against him. He was never controlled by someone. Bucky grew restless. Everyday things got worse and worse. He kept thinking he was a monster and nothing hardly cheered him up anymore. He hardly smiled and it took a long time to make him feel happy, but maybe his meeting with one of his fellow colleagues could change everything? Only time will tell.
Credit to @FreeTimeFan , a close friend of mine who has done so much more with this story than I ever could. I would not be this far without her.
This story is on Quotev, both authors are both @FreeTimeFan and I. We are not stealing anything.
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