This is an apology to my closest and dearest friend for all the times I hurt her. It's also my emotional release and a way to help others who need a way to solve problems without making my mistake. This is who I am and who I don't want others to become. A world worth reading about but not one to live through. I'm not getting better but I'm not getting worse and I just want people to know what it's like to silently suffer but pretend to be fine.All Rights Reserved